I'm So Sorry,
Shinta 🌸
This is for you — from the bottom
of my heart.
I hurt you with my words,
and I'm truly sorry.
Shinta, I messed up. The words I said to you were wrong — they were hurtful, and you didn't deserve any of them. No matter how stressed or tired I was, nothing ever gives me the right to speak to you that way.
I know words can cut deep, and I hate that mine left a mark on your heart. I replayed it all in my mind, and every time it just made me feel worse — because you mean so much more to me than I showed in that moment.
You've always been patient, kind, and understanding with me. You didn't deserve what I said, and the last thing I ever want is to make you feel small or hurt.
I'll do better.
- I will always speak to you with kindness and respect, even when things are hard.
- I will make more time for you — you are never "just background" in my life.
- When I'm overwhelmed, I'll talk to you — not take it out on you.
- I will put you first, because you deserve to be a priority, always.
You are everything to me.
Life gets busy, code gets messy, days get long — but none of that ever changes how I feel about you. You make my life brighter just by being in it.
I never want my worst moments to define how you see us. What defines us is every laugh, every moment, every time you believed in me even when I was being a fool.
Thank you for still being here. I don't take that for granted.
No bug, no deadline, no bad day
will ever change that.